Healing Family Violence Trauma
From Childhood to Adulthood
The effects of (Big T)Trauma drive us in ways we don't understand. People remind us of others and we don't even know it. They may not even say the same things or look the same. But beneath the surface of your consciousness, they are familiar in ways we can't explain.
Your first relationships with adults were crucial; how they acted with you, how they treated you taught you how to relate to others. Think about that for a minute. As a little one, you were learning about the world, how it works, and how to react to things that happened to you. There is only one way to learn this social structure. The hard way. From other people.
In a family without the Trauma of substance or process abuse, the parents are around to enforce and teach these rules. In a family with this Trauma, there is often no one to regulate or role model these rules. So we get role models wherever we can. You may have been a witness to family or sexual violence, or worse, had it happen to you. You have learned some hard lessons about how people can act towards each other, and what the rules are.
The Shadow of Childhood Violence
When you grow up in violence, your brain develops differently. What others might see as normal interactions become potential threats. Your nervous system stays on high alert – always watching, always waiting for the next explosion. This isn't weakness or paranoia – it's how your brain learned to keep you alive.
Many of us carry these hypervigilant patterns into adulthood without realizing it. We scan rooms automatically when we enter. We flinch at sudden movements. We read tiny shifts in facial expressions that others don't even notice. These survival skills protected us as children, but as adults, they exhaust us and keep us from truly connecting.
The Relationship Patterns We Couldn't Help Learning
Perhaps the cruelest legacy of family violence is how it shapes our expectations of love. When violence and love came from the same hands, we learned confusing lessons: that love hurts, that we deserve pain, that chaos is normal.
We find ourselves drawn to people who feel familiar – not because they're good for us, but because they activate the same emotional pathways we've always known. We might reject genuinely kind people because their gentleness feels foreign and therefore unsafe. Or we might become the controllers ourselves, desperate to manage every variable to prevent the explosion we're always waiting for.
Breaking the Inheritance of Trauma
Healing begins with recognizing these patterns weren't choices – they were adaptations. You did what you needed to survive. There's no shame in that. But now, as an adult, you can choose differently.
The path forward isn't about forgetting or minimizing what happened. It's about understanding how those experiences shaped you, and then deliberately choosing which lessons to keep and which to release. It's about learning that anger doesn't have to lead to violence, that disagreement doesn't mean abandonment, that boundaries can be respected without punishment.
This work isn't linear. You'll have breakthroughs and setbacks. You'll catch yourself falling into old patterns and have to consciously redirect. But each time you choose a new response, you're literally rewiring your brain – creating new neural pathways that can eventually become your default.
Finding Your Way Forward
Recovery from family violence is deeply personal. For some, it means professional therapy. For others, it's support groups, mindfulness practices, or creative expression. Many find healing in helping others who've walked similar paths.
Whatever form it takes, know this: the cycle can be broken. The hypervigilance can soften. The reflexive responses can be rewired. Not because the past didn't happen, but because you deserve a present and future that aren't governed by it.
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The Journey Continues
While this blog post touches on the lasting impacts of family violence, there's so much more to explore about how these early experiences shape our adult lives - and more importantly, how we can break free from these patterns.
In my book, I delve deeper into these complex dynamics and provide practical strategies for:
Recognizing your unique trauma responses in everyday situations
Understanding how your past influences your current relationships
Developing new skills for emotional regulation
Building healthy boundaries that honour your needs
Creating sustainable healing practices that fit your life
If you've connected with what you've read here and find yourself nodding along, thinking "this is exactly what I've experienced," know that you're not alone. And you don't have to navigate this healing journey without guidance.
My book offers not just insights but a roadmap—drawing from both professional expertise and lived experience to help you reclaim your story and write a different ending.
Remember: Understanding your past doesn't mean you're defined by it. It means you're finally free to choose your future.
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